alrighty then

well, i thought i would be the last of the bunch in this ring to post anything, but NOT LAST!!! i'm next to last. man, lately i've felt like i'm at the end... my pc is on it's last leg, my car has no more legs, i'm just delaying the inevitable with spit and twine, and everything is changing all around me. we loathe change, we fear it, and i just want to crawl back into bed. maybe it's just a hectic week, chock full o crap that needs done. me? i have little drive right now, i feel i can't positively affect my surroundings, so have put a lot down, and on the back burner, which i do from time to time. but enough bitching.

what have i completed? well, i finished with the video for the radio stations i work for, and that's a pain every year, as i get most of what i need a week before they need the video, and i have to pull an all nighter to get it done by deadline. i always get it finished, it's just wicked stressful... shawnti has finished with the inks for static lullaby, if you look at her blog, you can see a sample. i was almost finished with it, and my self doubt took over, and i couldn't get the last of it done, so shawnti took it over, and is still giving me credit for inking it... i am sending off a few of my films to a woman named sarah, i've not spoken with her, but she's a friend of shawnti's, and i guess knows how to submit them to film festivals. i love working on film, and i actually really like my films, surprisingly,but i'm super nervous about it now, though it's out my hands. i've been writing down comedic stories lately, and trying to perfect the telling of these, and maybe ill grow a pair big enuff to do some stand up, we'll see.

i'm sure there's a ton more i can relay, but i got like three plates worth of stuff to do, and i don't want to bore you all (if there' s more than one of you) to tears, so that's all for now.